No more hiding

Hello beautiful people,

It's dawned on me these passed couple of days how wonderful this world is and how beautiful it is to be present in it. It can be quite difficult to notice the beauty when you feel ugly. Insecurities, always hiding behind someone, never speaking up and believing that you're not good enough are enough reasons many of us are unhappy.

Every life has seasons, from a time of planting to reaping. I spent most of my years in one season because I was too afraid to step out and believe that anyone could listen to what I had to say. I had the nerve to doubt the people in my life thinking they stayed out of pity or obligation which led to building a wall to protect myself from the pain of this world. It's taken alot to get here and honestly, I'm not where I need to be but at least it's not where I used to be.

Listen, it's hard to step out and stand on your own, it's even crazier when majority of the people don't believe in your dreams. You are a beautiful person, you may have done somethings under pressure that you regret but that's all in the past. You don't have to hide behind people anymore. You're enough, you have everything that you need within you, you just have to believe in yourself. You don't have to borrow confidence or security anymore, you can be that on your own. It will feel a little weird and uncomfortable at first but don't run to what once was but forge ahead. You have the courage, power and heart to live the life you've envisioned, you just have to take the step.

The bravest thing you can do is walk away from what's hurting you. Once you've walked away, let faith in to be your friend. I believe in letting God write my story. My faith has helped me and staying true to my decision. Do not waver once you decide.

You're one decision away from a totally different life.